I hate to get on here and "complain" all the time, but I need to vent. I am just having a crappy day. It started out good, spent some time with my dad before he had to go into the office. Then it started to go downhill. I am just in a funk right now. I feel like a complete failure. I am looking for a job, but nothing yet. I have only lost 42 lbs (I know that is good). I am going to be 30 this year and it is really starting to bother me. Right now I am having a hard time turning 30 and not having a baby. I am really trying to be patient and let things happen, but it just makes me sad at times. I want to be a mom so bad. I know I will get out of this funk soon, but it just sucks blue whale right now.
I promise I won't be such a Debbie Downer too much anymore :)