I hate to get on here and "complain" all the time, but I need to vent. I am just having a crappy day. It started out good, spent some time with my dad before he had to go into the office. Then it started to go downhill. I am just in a funk right now. I feel like a complete failure. I am looking for a job, but nothing yet. I have only lost 42 lbs (I know that is good). I am going to be 30 this year and it is really starting to bother me. Right now I am having a hard time turning 30 and not having a baby. I am really trying to be patient and let things happen, but it just makes me sad at times. I want to be a mom so bad. I know I will get out of this funk soon, but it just sucks blue whale right now.
I promise I won't be such a Debbie Downer too much anymore :)
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I understand the ache for a child.
ReplyDeleteYou should be really proud of yourself for losing 42 pounds and improving your chances of becoming pregnant.
I have recently started following an Australian lapband blogger who just gave birth to baby.
Her blog is http://banditblossum.blogspot.com/ if you are interested.
Hang in there. *hugs*
So sorry you are feeling down and hope your week starts to look up.
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