Get your mind out of the gutters you pervs...I am not working "the pole" but the election polls tomorrow! Get out and vote people!! Trust me, there are no openings for plus size strippers!!
On the band front I am doing well. I am down about 54 lbs now. My zumba starts back tomorrow, but since I will be at the polls until about 8 tomorrow night I won't be able to go :( But my butt will be shaking on Thursday night!
I went to the Domestic Relations courthouse today to find out what it takes to file for divorce. Even though he walked out on me and this was his doing I am going to file because he never will. What motivation does he have to file? NONE! Did y'all know it was so expensive to file? I sure as heck didn't! I joked with my stepmom today that I am going to ask people for $ for Christmas to help me file for divorce or I am going to start a website....helpkimfilefordivorcefund.com :) My stepmom posed a question to me tonight that kind of surprised me. She asked why file for divorce? What difference would it make in my life? I was like what?! Physically she is right, it would make no difference - we don't see each other, we never talk. All communication is via email. However mentally & emotionally it is going to make a HUGE difference. I don't know if that sounds crazy or not, but it's how I feel. I feel like I'm chained to this failed marriage and I want out and to move on with my life. I want to make it final so I can change my name back and go forward with Kim's life and not Kim and Joe's life like it was supposed to be. It makes me sad, don't get me wrong, but I know it truly is the best thing for both of us. Everyday is better than the last and that is all I can ask for. Thank y'all for your words of encouragement, I really appreciate them.
I am going to work on not being such a Debbie Downer all the time.
Anyway...get out and vote people!!!!