I am happy that I am back in school, but I forgot how much school stresses me out. I put a lot of pressure on myself and I want things to be as close to perfect as possible. I want to get an A on every paper I write and every test I take. I know that won't happen all the time, but why do I let it bother me so much? Why can't I just accept I tried my best and deal with it? School stresses me out!
It is that special time of the month for me...yay...can you detect the sarcasm? I know this is contributing a lot to how I am feeling.
I am excited however that in 5 months I will have paid off my car! I get excited just thinking about it!! I never thought I would get this thing paid off! I am really trying to pay extra on it so I can get it paid off sooner.
I am still trying to stay positive, but I am kind of in a funk right now. It will get better, I just know it!