Friday, February 11, 2011

Not feeling it

I am not feeling myself lately.  I can't pinpoint exactly what it is, but I'm not feeling it right now.  I am feeling a bit overwhelmed and it's frustrating me.  

I am happy that I am back in school, but I forgot how much school stresses me out.  I put a lot of pressure on myself and I want things to be as close to perfect as possible.  I want to get an A on every paper I write and every test I take.  I know that won't happen all the time, but why do I let it bother me so much?  Why can't I just accept I tried my best and deal with it?  School stresses me out!

It is that special time of the month for me...yay...can you detect the sarcasm?  I know this is contributing a lot to how I am feeling.  

I am excited however that in 5 months I will have paid off my car!  I get excited just thinking about it!!  I never thought I would get this thing paid off!  I am really trying to pay extra on it so I can get it paid off sooner.   

I am still trying to stay positive, but I am kind of in a funk right now.  It will get better, I just know it!


  1. hang tight. How exciting is getting your car paid off!! I can't wait for mine to get there.

    School gets better. You are in that getting used to the grind phase! It will get better. Just keep your eyes on the end goal and time will pass faster :)



  2. So much going on right now with you Kim..make sure you take time for your self (I am calling it being selfish, lesson I am learning).. it makes you a calmer, better you.. one day at a time..

  3. Sorry you are in a funk. Hopefully once your "special" time goes by you'll feel better. Hormones suck.

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    Thank you,


  5. I could have written this post myself. I too work really hard on my grades and become anal about it. Last semester about did me in. I agree that you need to be sure to take care of yourself through all this stress. Take it from somebody who GAINED 25 pounds last semester due to the stress and bad choices I made. :/