Tuesday, September 7, 2010
I am nervous about Chicago. I am very excited about Chicago. I don't know, maybe I am socially stunted or something, but the closer it gets the more nervous I get. I think you all are not going to like me for some reason or another. Maybe being fat all of these years has just ingrained this fear in me that I am always being judged. I can't shake this feeling very easily but I am going to try! I just have this need and want for people to like me. Anyway, I had to put that out there. I'm off to Zumba! Peace out, word to ya motha!