OK, this is not one of, but the hardest post I have ever had to write since I started this blog.
I am getting divorced. Do you know how heartbreaking that is too see in print? Extremely hard.
We have been having problems but I thought we could work through them. We have been separated for the past couple of weeks to see if we could make it work. We can't. I am so extremely sad and heartbroken and just a wave of so many emotions, but deep down I know that it is the best thing for me and him. I have realized that I deserve to be happy. I never would have felt this way before, but something in me has changed. I don't know what, but it has. I am moving forward with my life to make it better.
I am still planning on coming to Chicago. I think I am really going to need this trip. It is giving me something to look forward to. I just hope that I can still swing it money wise, but I will try my best to.