Monday, April 5, 2010
No Fill Explanation
Alright, here is the reason I did not get a fill this morning. I know it is a reasonable and logical explanation, but I just wanted to scream at her.....GIVE ME THE STUPID FILL ALREADY!!! In 6 weeks I have lost 9 lbs according to their scales, not too bad but to me it should be more. I know, I know....what I do (food I eat, how much exercise I get) directly relates to the scale. I know this, I never said I was thinking rationally today! She did explain to me however though that since I am not exercising at the moment due to my foot issues I am doing good on the weight loss and didn't want to give me a fill because she was afraid it would lead to some bad stuff. I understand what she's saying. I get it, I really do. However, I guess when I reached my "sweet spot" I thought fireworks would go off or something like that. I would just KNOW, but nothing really happened. I know I should be happy and I will be I am sure when this stupid Monday is over with. I promise I will have a better attitude tomorrow, I am working on it!