Monday, April 5, 2010

No Fill Explanation

Alright, here is the reason I did not get a fill this morning.  I know it is a reasonable and logical explanation, but I just wanted to scream at her.....GIVE ME THE STUPID FILL ALREADY!!!  In 6 weeks I have lost 9 lbs according to their scales, not too bad but to me it should be more.  I know, I know....what I do (food I eat, how much exercise I get) directly relates to the scale.  I know this, I never said I was thinking rationally today!  She did explain to me however though that since I am not exercising at the moment due to my foot issues I am doing good on the weight loss and didn't want to give me a fill because she was afraid it would lead to some bad stuff.  I understand what she's saying.  I get it, I really do.  However, I guess when I reached my "sweet spot" I thought fireworks would go off or something like that.  I would just KNOW, but nothing really happened.  I know I should be happy and I will be I am sure when this stupid Monday is over with.  I promise I will have a better attitude tomorrow, I am working on it! 

7 comments:

  1. I'm pouting with you. Dang it. Poo on them...even if they are being rational. Who needs rational on a Monday?

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  2. Yeah - but somedays rational just sucks!!

    *sigh*

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  3. Yeah, but she might be right. And then you could be too tight and that would be bad. But I feel you and I would have wanted a damn fill too!!!!

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  4. Boo on her...why can't they just give us what we want when we want it? lol We know our bodies best. (I will say though, being too tight suuuuuuucks!)

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  5. I appreciate the support ladies! I know it is for the best and I would probably regret the fill if she gave me one. I am going to be content where I am and be happy :)

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  6. Hi Kim,

    I just found your blog. How could I have missed it before. I empathize with you about the fill. I am going in tomorrow for mine and I hope fireworks and sirens do go off, otherwise I think I might scream...lol.

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  7. It sucks when they say no...I just want to through a tantrum, but it might be a good thing at the moment..especially as you have your surgery coming up...that can cause havoc on the body.....good luck with it all...you will get there!

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